I connected with someone beautiful, talented, passionate, creative, and divine. He has a wonderful soul and I am weeping because I feel so blessed to know such a conscious being. I had forgotten what it was like to connect with someone in such a way. Yet, he is not mine to have in a traditional relationship but I feel fortunate to have crossed paths with him. So fortunate.

And Topanga Canyon...we took a little walk up a hill to a breathtaking view. Did I mention the drive up the coast? It was all one magical experience. This is what my soul has been missing. I haven't smelled the earth, taken a deep breath, and looked at the sky in so long.

It was a bit of a shock when I drove back into Los Angeles. Eck. But on a positive note, I thought, "Well I at least have my own place on a tree-lined street. I have hardwood floors and no loud traffic noise to wake up to. I'll make it work."

Being in Topanga with R is making me strive for something more. I really see where I have have gone astray. Our running into eachother was all meant to be.